pt. 2

i want to skate it so bad but i feel like i shouldn't

old school

new board

slow control

i can't figure out why my teachers like me so much, or at all. reading the lyrics before i hear the song makes me remember when i thought more and felt things acutely. reading lyrics while listening to the song reminds me of night time. i need to spend more time with people and i need more time to be alone.

got a light skin friend look like michael jackson

i spent about nine hours in the screenprinting room today, which is not my ideal sunday, but i feel really accomplished. i've only taken one picture of the stuff so far, and i don't know if i'll blog about the others – everyone that reads this will see them in real life anyways – but i think i got, like, 150% better at it. i mean, i'm still really bad and dirty, but less so!



i taught myself to solder in order to fix the pickups, put Gigantor on the pickguard, and am learning to play bass on it, but i still haven't technically paid nick for it yet. zonks!

natas kaupas is the jam

assignment

listen to "Detroit Has A Skyline" by Superchunk and play air drums

it's a nice color for a universe

cosmic latte

"These, too, will eventually change into black holes" is the most terrifying sentence I've read all week.

i think i just bombed a test. i've never done that before, and i hope i never do it again.

it's getting to the point where i'm no fun anymore

Sid the Brasillionaire linked me to this site. It's everything ever recorded by this teenage musician that lived in his city and committed suicide at 16. Really sad. If he was this good at that age... man. Wasted talent gets me down. "H Polynesia" and "Humiliation" are both really good songs outside of any context, but "Untitled (Suicide Song)" is really hard to bear. I feel like I shouldn't be allowed to listen to it. Gets me down when beautiful people kill themselves.

Where have you gone, Elliott Smith? Our nation turns its lonely eyes to you. Or, maybe just me. God, I'm a dork.

busy busy busy.

bride

~12-14 hours. bigger

your head'll collapse if there's nothing in it

I woke up with a limp and then I took a shower and it went away. What does that mean? I wish the post office was open on sundays. Buttered rolls are delicious.

Look at this awesome comic book cover!

Yesterday I watched my friend Ruben get kicked out of a parking lot while skateboarding and playing the guitar at the same time. Is there anything more punk than that? I'd love to hear it. On that note, the Amateur Laser skate vid is going to blow minds. You'll see.

The other day Heather asked me if she was the only one who was busy all the time, and I told her "yes". That was a total lie. School is not very awesome right now.

Taking polaroids is awesome, but scanning them is no fun at all. waah.

man sometimes i make blogs and i don't even have a main point to make.