what happened

strange dreams

i don't think i know

all my coolest guy friends keep dating cheaters and all my coolest girl friends keep dating assholes. bums me out. but maybe i'm just a busybody old spinster who doesn't understand love. i should probably look into buying fifteen cats and a rocking chair.

manic pixie dream bro

summer saturday

meteor, make me young

i'm just going to post about Hop Along again because i got a crazy manic crush on this album and i love it and want everybody to love it.

please go listen to it on bandcamp and then maybe buy the LP at hot green records.

okay thank you

her voice drives me crazy. i love it.

i am starting to learn how to deal with my problems rather than accepting them as immutable flaws. i am still not very good at talking about them, and sometimes that makes me feel like i'm goin' nuts. but i'm not actually goin' nuts. so that's good.

i'm grateful for good friends visiting from out of town. seth & dave & mariah, i love you all and hope i see you all again soon. joey, i am so happy for you, you're one of the sweetest guys i know and you're gonna be an amazing husband. luke & mikhail, i wish i could've spent more time with you, you guys are awesome. i don't think any of you know about this blog, haha.

it's been really good for me to get out of the house and go to shows, and i'm thankful for a community that wants to include me even though i can't dance too good and i'm afraid of everything.

i don't like macho handshakes because i don't like macho anything.